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Martyr Fixation
07:07
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There is destiny, there is a plan
Every dream and motion in my command
All I see under my jurisdiction
Every brainwave has a corresponding fiction
I've got me a hidden agenda
I've opened up my heart and let Jesus in my pants
Martyr fixation!
Everyday a new dilemma
And every breath you expel leads you one step closer to hell
And I'll see you in hell
I've got an appointment and all appointments I keep
Time is money and my time ain't cheap
Spent my childhood deciding what is and is not me
Gonna have a prefrontal saviorectomy
I've got me a hidden agenda
I've opened up my heart and let Jesus in my pants
Martyr fixation!
Everyday a new dilemma
And every breath you expel leads you one step closer to hell
And I'll see you in hell
So tired can't wait 'til I can leave this space
The way they treat the chosen, Father it's a disgrace
Stop asking what you may or may not be
There is no God, there is only me
I've got me a hidden agenda
I've opened up my heart and let Jesus in my pants
Martyr fixation!
Everyday a new dilemma
And every breath you expel leads you one step closer to hell
So much closer to hell
I've got me a hidden agenda
Hidden agenda
I've got me a hidden agenda
And I'll see you in hell
Yeah I'll see you in hell
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Reclining
04:27
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Open the door, come in
Make yourself comfortable
I am your MC
I've got a PhD in making money
Close your eyes
Breathe deeply for me
I love the way your breasts move relative to your position
I think I love you
That is, I think that we should
Peace, turn off your mind
And you will find you are reclining
Let me apply my psychosexual innuendos
My teenage-routed anxieties
My educated manipulations
Breathe deeply for me
I love the way your lips caress my pencil tip
I think I want to faciliate your inner urge for
Peace, turn off your mind
And you will find you are reclining
This is not your imagination
This is not your imagination
This is not your imagination
This is my manipulation
I need you
You want me to
Take off your dress I want a
Peace, turn off your mind
And you will find you are reclining
You are reclining
We are reclining
We are becoming one
We're multiplying
We're fucking
We're sucking
I'm coming
I'm coming
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Midnight morals fall below the line
Midnight morals fall below the swine
Knock on the door head held in fright
The demon calls from daddy's mouth
The demon touch from daddy's hand
The Devil mounts the sacrifice
Throw her into the back of the car
Fuck her as her head plays rhythms on the door
Emptiness fills the vacant void
Screams, darkness, nothing more
Placed upon the mantle with care
It's a symbol of true disgust
Dark reminder of every kiss
Shattered echo of every thrust
Hair long, skin milky white
Devil's eyes, forbidden gaze
Tortured hands, tortured mouth
Swallows hard to heaven prays
Love is total submission unto God
Love is total submission unto God
Love is total submission unto God
Lay in daddy's living hell
It's so easy to bleed
It's so easy to bleed
It's so easy to bleed
It's so easy to bleed
Salvation comes, salvation taketh away
Salvation comes, salvation taketh away
Salvation comes
Salvation comes
Salvation comes
Salvation comes
Take it away!
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Haunting Spirits
05:14
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Pleasantly retarded, subtly deranged
Nothing is that different yet everything has changed
Can't sleep in the darkness, stay awake all day
Praying for forgiveness 'til there's nothing left to pray
A thorn digging deep inside my skin
A latency stage virus waiting to begin
What would you do if I turned on you?
What will you do when the whole world turns around on you?
I'm all alone yet you're all I see
I can't give you up
Stop haunting me
A walking erection, ticking time bomb
If you still refuse to love me then I guess I'll try your mom
What would you do if I turned on you?
What will you do when the whole world turns around on you?
No hope for me until I break free
I can't give you up
Stop haunting me
Raise my hand to greet you
My heart your keys unlock
Paying no attention as you walk on down my block
What would you do if I turned on you?
What will you do when the whole world turns around on you?
Nowhere near where I think I should be
I can't give you up
Stop haunting me
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Exterminated
06:56
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I have been for centuries
I am four hours old
The bells begin to toll
Like the wind no wall to stop me
No war can stop me
I am invincible
Dog shit, home, eight generations
To eat what most fear
Crawling, escape, return to irritate
Struggle for continued population
I am here!
I become the exterminated in my mind
In my mind
I am insect
Your weight is crushing me
Crushing me
This is not holy blood
This is not holy blood
This is not holy blood
This is not holy blood!
Treat me no less then you wish to be treated
Christ take my hand, God forsake me
If not here, then I am there
I am here
I am here
I am here
Close your eyes, you'll see, I am here
I am here
I am here
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Suicide Pact
05:43
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If you just give me half a chance
I could make you so unhappy
I could make you see yourself
Someone with unstable mental health
I'll put you in jeopardy
Of the knife held in your hand
One quick kiss of steel on skin
A game you can lose and win
Suicide pact dissatisfied
Spontaneous combustion ain't comin' baby
Suicide pact you never felt more alive
Then at the moment you draw your last breath
I'm holding on to nothingness
'Cause nothingness is all I get
Sleeping with my nightmares
And the taste of bitter sweat
What's gonna happen when we die
We don't know, don't wonder why
Will the cry standing at our tomb?
Stand back they can't breathe, give 'em room
Speaking in tongues, speaking in tongues
Mumbo gumbo jumbo sayonara baby
What's it all about, group think abound
Are you scared? Don't be scared
Suicide pact dissatisfied
Spontaneous combustion ain't comin' baby
Suicide pact you never felt more alive
Then at the moment you draw your last breath
Fill a box with memories
Fill a box with pain
We'll find a new source of energy
Boy those memories burn
Our lives are like a toilet roll
Cylinders with no center
A vacuous sinner saved
Is a vacuous sinner earned, yeah
Suicide pact dissatisfied
Spontaneous combustion ain't comin' baby
Suicide pact you never felt more alive
Then at the moment you draw your last breath
Suicide pact dissatisfied
Spontaneous combustion ain't comin' baby
Suicide pact you never felt more alive
Then at the moment you draw your last breath
I'm holding on to nothingness
'Cause nothingness is all I get
Sleeping with my nightmares
And the taste of bitter sweat
Suck it in!
Suck it in!
Suck it in!
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Steven Bolinger San Francisco, California
Steven Bolinger
is an independent multi-instrumentalist and composer steeped in rock 'n' roll culture living in San
Francisco, CA.
He has a penchant for The Metal™, progressive rock and electronica/dance music, and on occasion, a good melody.
He is lyrically challenged and not a musical theater person (though many of his friends are).
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